This account of the Blood Chit Presentation was written by Jim Cavanaugh.
Bob/Group,
We arrived on Saturday morning about 10:00, and met Lois
and Doyle's sister, Jodie, at the house in Burnsville. Together
we went and spent most of the day at the hospice with Doyle.
Doyle's other sister, Harriett, and her husband Ken, and Lois'
brothers, Ralph and Alan, spent time with us as well, as did
Harriett's daughter, Missy, and the Larsons' oldest son,
Jim, and his roommate, Kurt. Daughter Mary was inbound from
Texas, due in at about the time of our departure.
I was not prepared for what I saw, but he was fighting the
fight. When Pat and I entered his room, and got close to the
bedside, he shared, in a whisper, that his voice was gone.
The last radiation treatments, last week, had taken away
his ability to speak in a normal tone. It was clear that he
recognized who we were, and we caught a few smiles in our
conversation. I told him I was carrying a presentation from
the PWG, and would bring it back on Sunday.
Talking to the nurses on Saturday, they were estimating he
had, maybe a week. By Sunday, all of that had changed. When
we arrived at the hospice, around 10:00, the nurse told us
that it could be any time, but certainly in the day or two.
There was a marked difference in his color, breathing,
and awareness from Saturday. Lois thought we ought to go
ahead with the presentation. Needless to say, I did not
record the event on camera, out of respect for Doyle.
In any case, I told him that "his boys" in the Prop Wash
Gang had wanted him to have this framed blood chit, that
he and they, and airmen back to the CBI theater in WWII,
had carried when they went into harms way, to guarantee
safe passage in the event of a mishap. I told him that I
had seen and read countless expressions of good will from
his colleagues and charges, from airmen through GO's, and
that all wished him well. I told him that many of the
accounts I had read were from fellows he had been compelled
to discipline, some more than once, yet unanimously, they
had said that Doyle was the fairest, and most respected
commander they had. Even in the state he was in on Sunday,
I detected in his visage, facial movements that told me he
understood.
Please tell the Prop Wash Gang, Bob, (or Bubba, if you're
on this group) that the Boss checked out on his final
sortie with his ticket for safe passage in hand. Thanks to
PWG for making that gesture, and personal thanks from me
for allowing me to do the presentation. As Lois
and Nancy's notes said, he passed at around 6:00 PM, peacefully, surrounded by family.
For Pat and me, this was a very emotional experience, for
Doyle was more than a commander to me. As many of you know,
I, unlike most of you, did not continue my career in the
Air Force, but left after my only overseas tour, at the
90th, to complete my education and to join NSA, where I served
for 30 years until my retirement. We got to know Doyle and
Lois very well while on Okinawa, through an education and
church connection. Lois had asked my wife Pat, an English
teacher at K-9 and Kubasaki High School, to tutor their
second son Mark, in reading. Through that connection, and
singing in the same church choir at Kadena, we were fortunate
to get to know Lois and Doyle, as well as all four kids,
on a different level than most. Of course, we always maintained
that professional separation that our respective ranks
required. After Okinawa (we left in May of 70, Doyle and
Lois in July), we kept in touch, and over the years, he and
I became Godparents to each other's offspring (Doyle to my
daughter, Cathy, and Pat and me to Doyle's granddaughter,
Meredith--Nancy's daughter). We have been very close over
the years, and it was important to us that we be in Minnesota
for this event. I was fortunate to grow to appreciate him and
Lois on so many levels over the years, and to benefit from
the huge impact he had on my career, from his work ethic,
his role as husband and father, and his willingness to fight
hard for what he believed in, and speak truth to power, even
if he knew he would be viewed negatively by those in power.
Doyle's passing will be a great loss to our family in so
many ways, beyond the sorrow I am sure we all feel personally.
As we left the Minneapolis Airport last night, Pat caught
a glimpse of the sun coming from behind a cloud, with those
rays that people attribute to drawing water up from the
ground. Learning this morning of the time of his death,
those were, no doubt, his contrails.
Jim